Paths of Life

The Uncertainty about Which Path to Take is Scaring Me.
I'm Questioning, Who am I Living For?

Things have been getting complex, and complicated.
There's no right or wrong anymore, there's just a wait and see.
While I am a patient person, I still don't know what I need to do, or what way I should go for the different wait and see situations.

I don't know what consequences will happen if I continue, or even start on one path,
and I don't know if sacrificing my own happiness just for a certain path is the right decision.

Right and Wrong has always been easy.
At a time where Right and Wrong doesn't exist,
just new, and unknown...
I'm unclear on how to handle this out of control situation.
I have no way to see, or assess, or weigh the pros and cons.
I need someone to show me the future for both paths, and then I can determine which is, again,
Right or Wrong.

Things are changing quickly, Right before my eyes.
There's nothing Wrong with that.
But I need to take the time to adapt. I can adapt, I'm good at that too.
Adapting, Right and Wrong.
Non one filled me in, and I feel like things are happening around me as if I missed something;
as if I did something Wrong.

I just don't know anymore, and I like knowing.
I need to know what I should do,
What will benefit me, what will keep me happy, what do I have to do, where should I go,
who am I living for, what am I living for, is all the fuss worth the outcome?

This isn't a suicide note, I Want To Live.
I just need some communication, and clarification.
Someone give me Clarity.
What is my direction.
Give me community, as I grapple with the basic question here:

Should I Stay or Should I Go?
(Only time will show...)